Plea #64: Sluggin' Along
Do you ever just feel... Sluggish?
Sometimes I have weeks where I'm on top of things;
I leap out of bed in the morning and get a thousand tasks done in an hour!
And then other times, I have months where I just... Don't really feel like doing anything...
I mean, I still do things!
But... It's not easy.
And the things I DO get done take longer than I think they should.
The days feel too short.
I think it mostly happens when I'm dreading something.
Like when I have an alchemy exam coming up, and I feel unprepared.
Or when the new year's on the horizon...
It's not even that I'm SAD... Just that I lack energy.
I have motivation!
I WANT to get things done!
But... My body doesn't.
I feel like my mind and body are constantly at odds with one another.
The weeks of ceasefire allow them to cooperate, but then once they're back on, they spend more energy dueling than they do getting anything important done!
Imagine how powerful I could be if those weeks of coordination lasted!
But it's not to be...
I'm gonna try to hold myself to a harsher schedule, starting tomorrow.
Who knows? Maybe I'll finally get these guys to sign a peace treaty!